Happy New Year!

I’ve been trying to zero in on what I should blog about after my absence. My holiday break? All the fun and exciting things we did at OTN this past semester and what we have planned for the spring? Andy Rautins knee?

I don’t think so.

I think I’d rather tell you how I feel today.

Mostly I’m anxious. I’m anxious about this economy. Coming to work everyday with NPR is like listening to a doctor when he comes into the examining room with the test results. Will it be bad news or good news?

The Dow goes up. It goes down. More people are laid off from a company and there’s another stimulus package being planned. It seems like when we get a really lousy piece of news; another follows it.

And I’m anxious for you, the students. How many of you are being impacted by this? I’m guessing that your family is feeling this in some way too which has to trickle down to you. If you’re about to graduate this May, you must be worried that getting that first job will be twice as hard as it was last year. And with those loans to pay off, I imagine you have concerns.

I’ve also been thinking a lot about my father and his generation lately. Pop was born in 1916 and grew up during the Great Depression. When he was 25 the United States entered World War II. Compared to him and his generation, we’ve had kind of an easy time of things. But I’ve been trying to imagine what he was thinking with all the upheaval his generation was going through? They certainly didn’t ask for those troubles but they were handed to them nonetheless. Did it make them feel as powerless as it makes me feel today?

I played by the rules here, lived within my means, saved some money, worked hard at my job and tried to live a decent life. And it has all been upended by greed. And I never saw it coming. I guess I feel something else today, a little anger. I’m a little p@#$ed that there are people who knew that what they were doing was wrong but kept on doing it for their own rewards, not caring how it would impact the rest of us.

But then I think of my father. I never asked him how he felt about being handed such a lousy hand of cards in his early life. But based on his life, I’m guessing he did what we’re all trying to do, just trying to live a good, decent and fulfilling life.

I’m really glad Andy Rautins knee is okay, maybe that’s a sign of things to come.

Soul Food

Last week we took our daughters to New York City for an early Christmas present, tickets to The Naked Brothers concert at the Blender Theatre at the Gramercy. We also wanted to do a quick, drive-by visit of NYU, Fordham and SUNY Purchase for my oldest daughter who will be, hopefully, attending college in 2010. It’s the concert that got me thinking though and no, The Naked Brothers weren’t actually naked. As a matter of fact the tour was called “The Fully Clothed” tour. Plus the kids in the band are like 10 and 14.

So, the concert.

Before this economic meltdown, we Americans just loved buying stuff. Stuff to use, stuff to hold, stuff to consume. We laid down our money and walked away with . . . stuff. Have you ever thought that when you go to a concert, you don’t really walk away holding onto anything? All you have (unless you buy the CD or a t-shirt) is just a memory, some feelings and maybe emotions. For such a consumer oriented, I want to hold onto my stuff society, we sure pay a lot of money for music we listen to in person and then leave without any stuff.

I think that speaks to the power of music. I’ve often marveled at the idea that no new notes or scales have been invented and the basic instrumentation hasn’t really changed and yet we still, for the most part, play music on guitars, pianos, woodwind, string and brass instruments and so forth. Music has been with us for hundreds and perhaps thousands of years and yet there are always new melodies and lyrics with new ways to move people through the artistry of music.

And it’s very personal. People have their likes and dislikes. I’m sure you’ve all been part of a discussion that goes something like “I love all kinds of music except . . . ” and this is where you fill in the blank with country, opera, bluegrass or whatever.

Ultimately, music is like any art form. It can move you, make you think or take you to a place in your heart, mind or soul that is very personal. You can’t physically hold it but where does your mind go if you hear Johnny Mathis singing “The Christmas Song” or John Lennon singing “Imagine?” Have you seen the beginning of the movie Platoon? Doesn’t “Adagio for Strings” just make you weep?

I think it also speaks to us as humans that we hold this art form in such high regard that we spend a lot of money on it and yet can’t hold it like a commodity. And yes, okay, I know you can hold onto it with your iPod as do I. But there is nothing, absolutely nothing, like hearing music you love, live and in person. Way before the computer, video games and the internet, live music is the ultimate interactive experience.

My friend Brenda

In the 80’s I was a producer/director at the local PBS affiliate here in Syracuse. It was a great time to be in public broadcasting because the wide diversity in programming we enjoy today had not yet taken hold so we at WCNY were able to do a lot of different kinds of productions: drama, music, documentary, sports and on and on. From a professional standpoint, it was a blast. From a personal standpoint it was equally as much fun. There were many young and single people working at WCNY then and we all got along pretty well. On Wednesday, after Barack Obama was elected as our president, I was thinking of one of those people, one of my best friends, Brenda.

When I got married in 1990, Brenda was one of my “groomsmen.” There she stood along side my brother and my two brothers-in-law. She loved being the only female and I loved having her there. Brenda lives and works in Florida now and has been there for 15 years or so. Shortly after I got married her husband got a job offer down there they couldn’t refuse. So off they went, Brenda, her husband Jeff and their daughter Jordan.

Let me tell you a little about Brenda. She comes from a good, close and loud family. Her father owned a bar in Rome, NY and they worked hard. Brenda never assumed that anything would be handed to her and she had high expectations for herself and her friends. Since moving down to Florida, she got her PhD and is a member of her local school board. Her husband Jeff is a respected psychologist and a few years ago they adopted another daughter, Paige.

Shortly after she moved to Florida I was on the phone with her and she said something to me I will never forget. She was talking about how different things were down there racially as compared to the north. She said that for the first time in her life she heard the “N” word. Brenda is African-American. In that same conversation she told me that while she was checking out at the grocery store, the clerk, whom she had never seen before, said, “Oh, you’re the lady married to the white guy.” I don’t remember if Brenda had a response to her or not but she was a little creeped out that someone who didn’t know her, knew that she was married to Jeff, a white guy.

I have a feeling I know how Brenda felt when Barack Obama was elected but then again, maybe not. No clerk at Wegman’s knows whom I am married to. I’ve never been subject to racial slurs. To my knowledge, no one has judged me based on how I look. But when Obama was declared the winner I’ll bet Brenda shouted screams of joy to her husband and then spoke with daughter Jordan who is in college at Harvard right now. I’ll bet she praised God too being the good catholic that she is.

And then I’ll bet she got up the next morning and got ready for work but knowing that somehow, that day would be different.

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Hi Mom. Hi Dad.

It’s a hell of a time to be the parent of a college student isn’t it? We’re in the midst of an economic crisis not seen since the Great Depression. Next week we’ll be electing a new president and no matter which party wins, it will be historic. Either we will elect the first African-American president or the first woman Vice-President. What a ride we’re on right now.

Perhaps it’s my wish to see it this way but my sense is that your children are very aware of both the economy and the politics. I must say that I don’t remember my generation being this involved when we were college students. In the middle 70’s we were coming out of the “the sixties” and all that represented. Plus, it was very easy to be in the bubble of college. After all, we only had four TV channels, a handful of radio stations and two local newspapers. Remember those days?

Maybe it’s because of the explosion of information available anywhere, anytime. Maybe it’s that their professors are encouraging, cajoling or even forcing them to know current events. Or maybe, just maybe, it’s you Mom and Dad.

You’ve sacrificed to get your kids to get here to Syracuse University so that they could get a college education. Along the way you probably discussed the issues of the day. You modeled the behavior that being informed and taking an active part in this democracy is not only noble, it’s expected. You set up expectations that you’d like to see met. But ultimately, it’s their choice isn’t it? They decide how active and how involved they get. Your kids decide how much effort to put into thinking and doing. And from what I see, so far, they, and in turn you, get an A.

Nice work Mom and Dad, you’re raising decent, hard-working and informed citizens. Now if we could only get them to get enough sleep, clean their rooms and do their laundry and call home more often.

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I was AWOL last week, sorry about that. I was on my home from Cleveland where I was a panelist at a conference. That’s my excuse and I’m sticking to it.

So I’ve been working here at OTN for a little over fours years. We’ve grown from an initial staff of eight and limited programming to a staff of 18 and a schedule that provides student produced programming to the SU campus 24/7 during the academic year. That’s no small accomplishment. There aren’t many college TV stations that can make that claim. Perhaps, literally, a handful. And it’s not so much an attempt to pat myself on the back as much as it is to trumpet the desire and accomplishment of you, the students. To all who are producing television for OTN and Citrus TV, a big round of applause.

Here are some other programs that deserve a mention.

Citrus TV News – a nightly thirty-minute newscast Monday through Friday.
SUper Sports – Play by play of Syracuse University men’s ad women’s athletics
Woo Hoo Comedy, Zamboni Revolution and Penguins without Pants - everything comedy and everything Syracuse University students.
The Z Morning Zoo – your student campus radio station on OTN
The Mark Zito Show - the only regularly scheduled, live call-in show on a college TV station in the country
Cuse Coverage - a weekly update of campus events and student organizations
Connect – Syracuse University’s weekly magazine show.
Reel Old Movies – Old movies with a comedy twist
Indie Flick Files – award–winning independent films

And last week I learned that the show “On The Bench” from Citrus TV won “Best Overall Sports Show” at the Open Student Television Network Media Fest. Congratulations! There’s more but I’m running out of time. I guess here’s what I wanted to say.

If television was easy to produce well, everyone would be doing it. Is everything we do perfect and of high professional quality? Well, no. But isn’t that why you’re ALL here? Whether it’s the architecture or biology major or the engineering or political science major, you’re all here to learn, make mistakes, grow and test the limits of your abilities. That’s all we’re trying to do here too. We still have some work to do. The OTN website needs a little more attention and we need to do a better job of making the program schedule easier to find.

But I think the students at this university who strive to tell their stories on OTN and Citrus TV are exceptional. I’m proud to be associated with all of you and I appreciate your dedication and hard work. To the viewers, we’ll keep trying to do the best we can to lend a visual voice to your student experience here.

See you next week.

What, me worry?

I’m not sure if the current economic crisis is on your radar so to speak, but it sure is on mine. Hard not to be. It’s not fun to think or talk about.

I’ve been through a few recessions in my life and this one feels much different than the previous ones. Perhaps it’s because I am a lot closer to an age where I might be thinking about retirement or maybe it’s because I have high school age children that are going to be (hopefully) headed to college soon, or maybe it’s because I’ve been able to get back the money I lost in my retirement account over the last few years, only to see it disappear . . . again. Ugh that hurts.

But I am grateful for a few things.

I’m very grateful I have my health. If I lose all of my money and possessions tomorrow I will be able to do something. Dig a ditch, flip a burger, deliver a package, wash a dish, I’ll be able to do something because I’m healthy. I’m also grateful that I had the discipline to have saved some money for an emergency and I haven’t extended our credit. Finally, I am very grateful I have a loving and supportive family.

Both of my parents went through some major crises, the Great Depression and World War II. I heard the stories from both of them. Believe me, this is nothing compared to what they went through. Nothing. Maybe in a future blog I’ll share some of their stories. In the meantime, I’ll be watching my weight, getting some exercise, brushing and flossing and all that other fun stuff so in case I need to go dig a ditch I won’t be winded after 10 minutes.

Time to go and do what I’m paid to do now.

PS- I was sorry to see the Cubbies go. Sorry Alex, maybe next year.

I'm a fan

As a kid growing up I played a lot of baseball and football with my neighborhood friends. It was especially fun to play football in the street in winter because the snow banks offered us the chance to make that fingers extended, feet just inbounds, sideline catch and then drop face first into the snow . . . just like Paul Warfield. I was never a great player in anything but that didn’t matter; just being able to play was enough for me.

And more than that actually, I am a fan. I like to follow my teams and the games, mostly football, baseball and basketball and since I used to play golf I follow that too. Now and then I’ll watch a little hockey and of course the Olympics which is like a sports fan’s all-you-can-eat buffet.

So when I started my television career 30+ years ago I was very excited to work at WCNY-TV in the early 80’s because we covered a lot of high school and college sports. I learned that a) I loved doing sports TV and b) I could get into games for free (and then get paid!) so it seemed like a winning combination to me.

I got a break in January 1982 when ESPN hired me to work a basketball game at St. Bonaventure. I got mileage, perdiem and a day rate. I was in heaven. Twenty-six years later I’ve worked as a director, camera operator and videotape replay for many, many different events and networks. It’s still fun.

So when I came to Syracuse to start the Orange Television Network in 2004, in the back of my mind I wanted to see if I could gather the resources to do sports television. Not an easy thing to do because most sports television happens when big networks roll multi-million dollar remote trucks into arenas and spend a lot of time and money, things I don’t have. But there was one important thing I did have: an enthusiastic and supportive group of students who wanted that experience too. So with the help of a few colleagues and some frugal budgeting, last night marked the first “SUper Sports” production of the fall semester. The staff from Citrus TV produced the UConn/SU women’s volleyball game from Manley Filed House.

And for more on that, go to the OTN Producers blog. See you over there.